The real world is in the rear view mirror and gaining speed.......

It has been an eye opening and sobering last few months. But I would not say it has been a bad thing or it has made me sad or angry or upset really. Sobering is definitely the best word, because I am glad my 25 year hangover is wearing off.

Writing my parents checks has definitely been weird, it has also been something I have been very happy to do, but it also means they really can't help me out anymore. So I catch myself wondering more than usual(which is never) what is next?

I have goals..... how do I get there?

My principles and philosophies are almost literally starving me, but I can't change who I am and how I feel about everything that is life.

My flashlight is just slowly dimming, I see less and less things that are farther away from me